This is a poem I wrote today and I am ashamed to put something so sad out there but I feel there is beauty in it.
Maybe someone out there will relate and I feel by sharing maybe it will help me heal. Not sure : )
No Darn Good
Spring has come
I have no desire to meet her
I wish the snow would stay plied up at the door and keep me safe from friendly neighbors, waking buds and all the things I used to love
Mama, ever since you let go of my hand at that stupid hospital
I have no desire to take off my warm coat and gloves
No desire for the sun to see my skin or anyone else for that matter
How I wish that Autumn death had taken us together
Mama won’t you please come home
It’s just no darn good here without you
LL 04/23/2025